Through out mankind's history, there was / were / is / are always a special victim or victims in the process of change in any era, any society, community or any stage of living.
If I am a victim for the change in this era, I am willingly ready to be!
At the same time, I just do not strongly wish innocent my family members and my supporters to be in that category. It is not about them at all, but it is only ME!
In the need for the goodness of mankind, I am 24/7 ready to be jailed, killed, broken, or whatever, not only for this life, but absolutely for many countless lives in the future! Please, it is only this guy, not any other man or woman or children. They are just innocent!
I should be only the one with all kinds of guilty or a victim for everything! I will not be saying a word as "sorry," for the greatness of humanity.
Since some years ago, I have been examining myself if who was / am I? What do I stand for?
More and more, year by year, as time goes by, the only answer is clearly remained that I am standing for the greatness and truth in humanity and universe. I still have addictions for my family (both here and in Arakan), for Arakan, for Burma, for the United States, for other countries, for the world, etc., etc. However, none of those addictions cannot be taken over on my clearer purpose, which I have mentioned above.
On the way to that goal, there are numerous hinders and obstacles greatly existed both inside and outside!
My main inside problems come from not only those addictions but my mindset itself as well. I will write down the list one day soon and find the ways to overcome. Outside problems? Of course, there are from many ways by many means of many individuals and groups with his or her or their own interest and judgement. The strongest, the deepest and the ugliest - extreme, systematical and plotted traps or strategical assassinations come from the owners of God or Gods! That list will also be written one day soon when the time has arrived if I do not die early enough.
Meanwhile, I will be keep working on my way of living through out whatever the fortune brings in, with my own belief and strategy. Most of my future (or my greatest ambition) shall depend on my faith and truthfulness! Until I get my final stage of stable living on earth, the covers or appearences will be in many different ways for many different reasons but in the deepest heart, with only one solid base, which is loving kindness.
By the day I conquer on all those hinders, I will be living in the stage of absolute freedom of the universe and will be teaching all other members of our mankind and all alive in the universe how to reach for that stage!
For now and then, let me be only one victim by any mean of any reason!
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