Nouns those describe about me: Discipline

I have a habit that I set up things by myself ‘to do’ or ‘not to do’ in certain amount of period. It is kind of new year resolution. For example, when I was a teacher, before the beginning of school, I decided that to not to smoke till the end of school year. And I really did not smoke for the whole year because I did not want to be yelling to my students that smoking it no good, do not smoke, bla..bla, while I was fondly smoking all the time. As a teacher, I was a kind of Law Maker at my classroom and I should NOT be a Law Breaker by myself in my classroom.

Any way, I will call the action as my own discipline. If you agree with me to call that kind of activity as ‘discipline,’ one of nouns very concern with me is ‘discipline.’

I have tons of experience about this kind of discipline since I have had it very often; yearly, monthly, weekly, and even sometimes daily. Yet, you believe it or not, during the period of decision, there were / are many challenges coming in very often. For example, during the period of discipline of ‘no drinking,’ I often get expensive and rare drinks from many of my friends and relatives as present. During the period of ‘no eating meat,’ there are many invitations for dinner and always with such excellent meat and seafood that is my favorite.

I would like to share here with you one of my experience with discipline.
Once, I disciplined that to not to have intimacy for nine days. What happened do you know? On the fifth day of the period, I met a very beautiful girl in a restaurant. She was about 21 and just graduated from university at that time. She lived in a big house together with her friend girls. At the time when I met her, the other friends were on vacation and she lived alone in that big house. We drank beer and had good food. We had such fun and very nice conversation. After we finished our dinner, it was late and there was no bus and even rare to find a taxi. I had a motorbike at that time and I offered to ride her home. She was OK with it. Briefly, I slept in the same bed with her the whole night, as well as the other four nights without any kind of intimacy, till my decision period has finished. We made love for the first time after 12:00 PM of my 9th night of discipline. She totally astonished with my strong decision and discipline, while I felt like I was standing on the top of Mount Everest after I passed five nights through out my strong faith with such a young, beautiful girl in the same bed. It was really very difficult to control but I made it. I won the battle.

I have had many of those kinds of experiences with my discipline. I will tell you in December what kind of discipline that I have for this year and how did I passed it.

Any way, one of nouns those describe about me is ‘discipline.’